One Last Binge

that's what I keep telling myself :P

'You can love someone so much but you can never love people as much as you can miss them'

I guess this explains everything.

water

Right now, all I want is to be in the water all alone. Whether in a pool, or the ocean. Anywhere with clear, clean water. I want to feel peace and I want to forget everything. Feel serene and feel like everything is simple again. I want to forget the people in my life who hurt me all the time. My friends who are mean. My family. Cruel strangers who judge. Every single one of them. And every single thing. Especially my school assignments that are piling up and killing me.

4 more days till temporary freedom but I bet each one's gonna feel as long as hell.

Let's just hope it'll be worth it..but nothing's ever worth anything these days : (

I hate feeling like everybody is against me and I'm all alone.