Abigail Serafim ♥

on thursday, my five year old cousin abigail came to visit me from bandung. i spent four amazing days with her, along with my mom, aunt and grandma. we did so many things during those four days. we hung out at the mall and shopped together. the highlight of it though was when we went to the water park on saturday. i went on the water slides with her, and she went jumping on the trampoline, and afterwards we took her to ride on a toy train at the mall and on the carousel. she slept in my room for a couple nights, and sometimes she would unexpectedly show up to where i was and surprise me. this trip was planned a couple weeks ago, it all started when i was in bandung and she talked about how much she always wanted to go swimming in a pool with slides. and so it's funny. she came here so she could get her wish granted and so i could make her happy, but she ended up making me happier instead. i miss you so much abby, i hope you were happy here too like i was. i miss your wittiness that got me everytime. but even though i had one of the best times with you, this summer is still the worst one i've had, and during it i came into a realization that i had a pretty horrible school year and that this next year could be as horrible too, but i forgot all about that when i was with you. i felt really good about everything when you were here, and so it hurt me when i watched your ride just leave like that, knowing that it was taking the only source of happiness i had just found away from me again. i didn't say goodbye because i didn't want to. i didn't want you to leave. but i know all good things have to end, good things like those four days with you. i love you, thanks for being such a cutie, thanks for all the happiness you brought me.