That was the second time I caught my dad watching porn. I still think it's disgusting.

I know it's normal. I mean, it's supposed to be no biggie, right? He's a man and a man's just a man and men have desires.

Still, though..

Looking at some other woman's breasts is not exactly the most ideal thing you'd want to catch your dad doing. Especially with your mother in the other room and all

IN.

Sometimes when I am told I am incapable, incompetent or inadequate, I have a thirst to prove them wrong or I question them inside my head, "Who are you to judge?"

But most of the time, I just don't bother and do the latter.

It's not like I don't care, I care a lot, I care too much maybe. I just feel like sometimes there is no point. When people have labelled you or known you as this one thing, it's going to be hard to let them think otherwise. And also, I'm tired a lot and I get lazy easily.

So whatever.