Sometimes I get this sudden fear that I won't get the chance to live my life the way I want to, and that I'll never figure out who I really am.
It seems like everyone's done it all. It seems like they've always known who they are, where they fit in, what they should do.
But not me.
And it annoys me because why is it that they can do it but I can't?
I wanna try everything, I wanna go everywhere, and as cliche and cheesy as this may sound, I just wanna stay true to myself, whoever that is..
But why can't I? Why can't I? Why can't I?
The scary thing is I don't really know what's stopping me. And why I can't get over it.
I always thought that moving away to another place would be the answer. But what if it doesn't change a thing? What if it all just stays the same?

This honestly scares me so much.
I don't wanna feel trapped forever.